The wrap up:

So I woke up hung-over this morning at like 8:30, got in the shower, got dressed in like 23942879 layers because it was unbearably brick outside, and bounced to venture to the X. 225th to be exact. Maaaadddddd deep. It took me almost 2 hours to get there from where I stay on in Brooklyn. But anyways got there and I was the first nigga there -_-

Bitches is lazy.

Anyways, I bounced with Izzy, his cousin, and my nigga face to go get greens. We came back to the crib and had a little "early bird" cyphe. Wrong move to make. Candy, Ralphie, and Illyah showed up right after so we went out to go ball. That was my first time playing any sport smacked. I was doing okay, just actin really stupid, like going out of bounds CUZ NIGGAS WANTED TO PLAY ON A FUCKIN ICY ASS HILL. I scraped my hand a little bit, bled a little but it was fun. We bounced from that went back inside and had a huge ass cyph with some more people thats D with BIC.

After I realized what time it was I had to bounce and make my endless journey back to Brooklyn. Yo, the Bronx is another fucking world lol. Like I got sooo lost out there trying to get back to Manhattan alone! I think it took me 3 hours, plus I was sooo fucking sore. Oh yeah how the hell did I lose the sleeves to my jacket? I got a vest now and shit, and I fuckin forgot my hoodie too. smh.

That train ride home was so epic. On the way home I thought about alot of things. My relationship, my friends, my mother and my family. It hasn't hit me yet that this is it. I'm actually on my own now. I mean alot of my closest friends would argue that I'm not alone because I have them but I officially distanced myself from home. Or maybe that isn't the case, maybe I am home now and don't realize it. I have so many people in this general area who care about me and who would ride for me in a heartbeat. The one person I do miss is my mother. I'm a mommas boy lmao [; but idc because through all the bullshit no matter what she has never stopped being there for me. She would give me her last 5 dollars just to make sure I had something to eat. I love her so much, she's my inspiration to go out and become great one day, and when I do I'm going to run back to her and save her. My mother deserves the fucking world on a golden platter, she's the most beautiful form of life I've ever witnessed. I wish I had pictures of her =/

My life is drenched with so much emotion. Idk what I portray myself as to society or to the people I meet through networking but I'm a very fragile human being. Everyone has a story to tell, and that's why I love expressing myself to the world. I know more than one person can relate. There's just so much about myself I would never reveal to anyone because I never felt as though the world is ready for that part of me. One day I will take over the world, not with drugs or with politics, thats easy. I'm going to do something hard, and take over the world with love and individuality. I've realized that life is too short to sit and dwell on the past, or even the present for that matter, because really your future should always be in your horizon. Deal with things a day at a time, but also have a set destination. When the day comes where I prosper the way I feel I was put on this earth to prosper, everyone I love, and I mean everyone I love will feel that ray of light with me. I owe it to so many people for all the positivity they've put around me. I couldn't begin to sit here and begin listing the people who I love and will always have love for. I know I'll forget someone because I suck at shit like that.

Everyone believes in me, and for once, I'm starting to believe in myself.
The greatest feeling in the world, to me, is when everyone is cheering you on.
If I could, I'd pour out shots for yall.



Cheers [;